Diet Pills

It has been a week on the new diet pills, and though I’m not seeing a huge difference on the scale quite yet, I can say that I have more energy and I am more motivated to get up and get moving than I have been in a long time.  Denise talks about these pills as though they are the greatest miracle drug ever, and while they are pretty good, I’m not sure if I’m on board quite like she is.  Maybe after I’ve been taking them longer I’ll feel differently, who knows?  I can’t deny that there is a difference, however, in how much I’m eating and in how much I feel like getting done in a day.  I’m just not as hungry as usual and I have so much more energy than I’m used to having.  These are the best diet pills – they’re like magic!

I think it helps to have a goal.  Obviously, I’d like my weight to get down around a certain number, but for now I think I want to focus on looking good for my birthday.  I’ve been wanting to do something special this year, and I think it might be the best present I could give myself if I lost weight and looked really good.  I’ve always wanted to have a huge party and I’ve never done that before.  Maybe I’ll start planning something while I’m working on losing weight.  It will at least be incentive for me to stick to a plan.  I want to have all my friends together in one place at least once in my life and I don’t really want a wedding, so I think a huge birthday party would be the perfect occasion.  I can buy a really fabulous dress and feel like a princess for this event.  Maybe I’ll even wear a tiara.

I have really high hopes for the Hoodia Gordoni Plus, among them the hope that I’ll be able to someday go shopping and buy whatever I want.  Since I’ve gained so much weight, I haven’t really gone shopping.  I used to love to go shopping, but all the stores I like only carry clothes up to a certain size.  I can’t buy the types of things I used to buy and it’s a little depressing.  Ok, it’s a lot depressing.   It makes me feel like I’m not really part of the world, but part of a strange, parallel world where everything is bigger and I have to pretend not to notice that I’ve grown so much.  I feel like the clothes I fit into now are all the size of tents rather than actual clothes.

I’ll probably always struggle with my weight.  I’ve come to accept that much.  All the women in my family have had their own battles with the bulges and it doesn’t seem like something that you outgrow or that magically fixes itself at some point.  I think the most difficult part is going to be accepting that even if these diet pills do work, I’m going to have to be committed to staying on them and not letting up with the dieting and the exercise, even after I’ve reached my goal weight.  From what I’ve experienced so far, though, the diet pills definitely work, I just need to be consistent.